phew!tiring week.
and i kinda find blogging a chore recently.
well,anyway,there's like..a lot of stuff to do.
I also just realised EOYs are around the corner and stuff.
And just tuesday,i'm picking up my primary school habit of reading again!!
I feels good to be able to read and immerse myself into another world again.
Haven't been doing much of that as secondary school keeps me busy.
Even though if you asked me what,I wouldn't be able to answer.
Most of it is wasted daydreaming i suppose.
I've recently been tagged on fb of last year's china cip trip.
OMG.i miss my friends.
i have photos of them..yeah.but there's nothing like talking face to face.
I'm a person that likes quality time spent with a friend://
I probably won't get to see them again.ever.
sigh!
A little worried about my trigo test.
I thought it was relatively easy.
But everytime i think my math tests are easy.I fail them.
LOL.it's like...taboo to think that it's easy or something.
Nevermind.i've prayed.and i believe whatever i get,God has heard me.
I always accept my results after what.2minutes anyway.
yeah.
since tuesday,i've finished two books!!
yay:DDD.
where there is evil by sandra brown.and
Memoirs of a geisha.
i want to push my reading speed!!:DDD.
started on onemoreday by mitch albom today.
He's real good.I loved his fivepeopleyoumeetinheaven.
and i've been reading newspapers and the discovery channel magazine too(:
wheeee.
yeah.i'm aware this sounds relatively dry to most.:xx.
but i dig it:D.
finished geog homework alrdy!!yayyyyy.
mostly,next week is lined up with a series of tests.
tuesday:geog test,lit test(tentative)
thur:SS seq test(bonding sg)
fri:Amath(plane geometry and equation of circles.)
AND I NEED TO REVISE PHYSICS.
i dont have that type of brain that can process
formulas fast.i just odnt get it.
So i require more time than others.
lol.my bad i guess):
bible study later.I hope it refreshes me.
or whatever the r word is supposed to be.
i cant recall.
I mean..there's redeemed..but that's out.
refresh?revitalise?recycle?HAHAHA.
the last one was a joke.
okay.anyway,i need to waste time already.
p.s those who can pray for my grandad,please do(:
the doc says he's kinda in the 3rd stage of cancer.and the cancer cells have reached his lymphocytes.(bio people,you know what this means)
the cancer cells now have acces to every part of his body.
and i shocked me to see him so thin on wed.I really could have just broke down and cried.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009,
4:44 AM
TODAY HAS GOT TO BE THE TIRED-EST DAY OF MY SEC3 LIFE.
SERIOUSLY.
I SLEPT UNTIL SIX.WAS HALF ASLEEP WALKING TO BUS STOP.
SLEPT ON THE BUS.(i could also sleep for just three stops!)
WAS HALF ASLEEP AND DIDN'T FEEL WELL ON MRT.
SORRY LESTER FOR NOT SEEING YOU.AHAHAHA.
SLEPT DURING SILENT READING.DURING PRAYER.DURING SGEM.
DOZED DURING SS,CHAPEL,RECESS,CHINESE,LIT.
AND GUESS WHAT.AFTER THE WHOLE DAY,
I PAYED ATTENTION DURING MATH.AHAHAAHAHHAHAHA:D
seriously felt tired.
ate rach's sugar donuts,garlic hotdog and the nice 50cents banana cupcake(:
and i GAINED WEIGHT>
man!it was not easy losing to[censored].
GAHHHH!
and there's ALOT of math work.goshhh.
and i haven't started on typing out my geog assignment.
AAAH.and my looby is so nice.
she uploaded the demi lovato songs onto her playlist for me to listen to.
HAHA.i'm such a loser.LOL!
and dodo is nice too.
I had like..a change of heart last night.
and she was retarded enough to make me smile(:
ilyt!!
iloveyoutwo!
Monday, August 17, 2009,
3:37 AM
OMG.blogger is more screwed than ever..
taiwan line thing??LOL.dk lah.
today was like URGH.
didn't feel like waking up.
I cant wait for friday again-.-
man!it sucks.school is killing me.
the mere thought of its routine irritates me.
And math is getting harder each day.I'm not some smart person you know.there's a limit.
at least i think.it's really tiring.
And I actually wanted to go for this music camp in nov.
There'll be composing and stuff.LIke really cool stuff.
But i won't get to go cause i'm sec3 this year.
Special classes in nov would clash.
WOWW.my life rocks right-.-.-.-.-
and i can't do a certain math question-.-
that's also irritating.
WHY AM I FINDING EVERYTHING IRRITATING?!!!
i think maybe that time of the month is coming soon.AHAHAHAHAHA.
anyway,vball was interesting today.
my capillaries burst and my hand ached and stuff.
lol.
and I have survived the one week hiatus from SOMETHING!!
yay!
kim survived too.AHAHAHAHHA.
:DD.i'm on my way.
OH.and i found out i like spinach.AHAHA.
and i got back my compre today.
msjohnson said everyone had to get at least 35.(mad!)
she said it was badly done this time.for everyone.
But i weighed out the chances.
Cause she didn't mark summary,i had to calculate.
Even if i just passed summary,I would get a 35!!YAY!
prayer helps.seriously.
:DDi love Him<333
you have a face for a smile you know.(:
Thursday, August 13, 2009,
5:13 AM
been feeling lazy to update anything.
LOL.school is like..like that.
because of the mountain of work that i get-.-
irritating.
and the deal that kim and i made is still going well(:
pretty pleased with myself.HAHAHAHAH
performance this sat at orchard hotel!
wheeeeeee!can hardly wait.
I wanna do a good one on this(;
we're dancing.wooho!!
quite excited actually.HAHAHAHA
and i;m hoping teh sit down dinner to be awesome.
:}
go gem chorale!:DDD
went to dodo's house today to study chinese.
wasted alot of time though.AHAHAH.
urhhmm.
wow*.*
andandand.her mom makes nice..uh..idk.
they look like onion rings but they're really fish.
anyway,they're nice.whatever they are.
dodo's real dumb.always saying people's heads are hard
and she likes to knock them.LOL.
nonsense.and she was high today because AHMEAHEM!
lol!
i got high too:xx.
going home was scary again.
there is alot of construction work going on.
so there are like..alot of workers there.
and it's not a very safe feeling.
but today,it wasn't them who scared me.
it was a group of malay guys.
ZOMG.i was really damn scared please.
Like steal my handphone or something.
when i was near them already,then they purposely kicked the ball towards me.
I didn't know if I should help them pick up or not.
Like..i wanted to be nice but..yeah lah.so i didn't.
THEN THIS GUY CAME UP TO ME.
THEN I WALKED FASTER.
THEN HE SAID BYE SUNSHINE.
LIKE ZOMG!!!!
i mean..it's one thing that he's cute.But i was still scared..
LOL-.-
so now i've got a new nickname!lol.
SUNSHINE!hahahahahahahahah.
i actually prefer mr happy though.
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My dear Looby,
please get well.If not i shall get cardiac arrest just worrying about your health condition.Don't die okay.You mean alot to me.So get better.and study for your Amath test on monday too.ILY<3.and let's study together on sunday.Like after tofu meeting.MUST!I still need to revise physics!(:
love,Loony
Sunday, August 9, 2009,
3:33 AM
PATHETIC.
today was urhumm..interesting.
I gave myself an ultimatum after listening to looby.
By tonight.Once tonight's over.
(;
i'm free of this petty bondage.
Then i'll really try to put God first in everthing.
If not,if (blahblahblah) then i guess i'll continue.
:D.
LKT'll hear about it tmrw.
And by then,the big decision would have been made.
actually,the decision is not made by me.
((:
yeah.
no matter what.LISTEN LOOBY.
i'm NOT moping.omg.like wth?!!i wont.
once is enough i think.I can't subject you to any more.
:}love dearie.
celebrating lala's birthday at east coast tmr.
I'm hoping i wont see any school people there/
And i hope i'll see edwin again.ZOMG!
:D
cycling is good for leg muscles.I'm sure to have them.
especially after teh dancing and stretching ytd.
ouch!they hurt even now.but i like:D.
i started with that word,so i'll end with it too.
PATHETIC
Friday, August 7, 2009,
7:27 AM
WHOOOOO!
God is just so great!
I wasn;t all that tired today(:
woke up at5.20 okeh.
yawn!!
the performance we did was screwed up,but due to God's grace,
hardly anybody could notice it.
man!I was aiming for the harmonising part!
we practiced so hard last minute to find the right notes.
and i didn't do it in the end.
sigh!
went to bugis.
saw alot of other GM people there too.
whatever.
no one particularly interesting.
(:.
ate alot.thanks to kim lah-.-
kept saying she was hungry.
ate at yoshinoya first.(yap!)
then we went to the cinema.and i introduced something new to kim.
POPCORN WITH CHEESE.
it's like the best thing that ever happened.
kim was saying she could never eat popcorn without cheese again.
idk lah.iheartcheese.
But i heartchilli too(:it rocks too.
after that we talked talked.
with LKT(:
I cant exactly remember lah.loads of stuff happened??
I remember doing the choir dance with ddb at one point of time.
yeah.and we went to bugis street next.
lala went home first.):she felt dizzy.
I was with kim and ddb.
went to iluma first i think.LOL.and what did we do?
i think we just showed kim around.because it was her first time there.
and we forgot to show her the special open concept toilets-.-
nevermind.
some weird person was like stalking kim.AHAHAAH.at bugis street.
OMG.damn creepy.He was like walk past then kept looking at us
then turn back and follow from behind.
D:
eeeeee.
blahblah.
kim and ddb bought toriQ for dinner and i bought kfc.
went to the cinema placce to eat again.
then we TALKTALK-ed for like a few hours(:
i always love talking.LOL
then talked about some very NICE stuff.
AHAHAAHAHAHA.
OH.and i just find my mom so funny sometimes.
she called to tell me she made a sandwich for me and fried some patties as well.
I was like HUH?!!
and she also bought me something(it was a watch)
HAAHAHAAHAH.she;s nice sometimes i guess.
doing homework tmrw.
I haven;t been doing ANYTHING on thur and fri.
AHAHAHAAH.
nevermind.should be able to lah.
going out on monday and sunday is kinda full.
but i THINK i should be able to do.
there's alot of work though.
AHHH.trigo!here i come!(tmr)
okeh.tired...i wanna watch more wondergirls perfomances.
LOL!
bye!:D
Thursday, August 6, 2009,
4:23 AM
ytd kinda sucked.so i'm not gna talk about it.
TMR I THINK I HAVE TO WAKE UP AT FIVVE.
because i have to reach school by 6.45.
okeh.maybe not exactly five.But definitely before 5.30-.-
singing tmr.
i am super super scared that i'll screw up.
having a live band isn't all that a good thing.
Like the rhythmn and beats and stuff.
the last time we had a rehearsal,it SUCKED.
i was so upset with myself.
gah!
i think i kinda like the beginning of trigo(:
it's not all that bad.YET i suppose.
but i think i like it so far.
a tall(x9000)ang moh guy came to our school today.
wowwww*faints.
he's real tall okeh.andandand.he's this student reporter from Ukraine.
OMGOMGOMG.
he can speak three languages!
Ukranian,Russian and English!!
his accent is damn cute i tell you.
eh.kim!i think he's like NBT's height?!
*.*
okay.yeah.anyway.
rachel came back today!
WHEEE.i finally have someone to talk to.
but sitting alone isnt all that bad.
I HAD to pay attention during lessons
:DDD.
i have to wear red shirt tmrw.
I found out my red shirt is MISSING.
WT{c}!
idw to wear the smaller one.
like some kind of slut liddat-.-
okay.ignore.ignore.
i'm just.NVM.
whoo!i think ddb will never be jealous anymore.
But i'm still happy okeh.
About [censored]
omg.so damn cute today can!:DD
Tuesday, August 4, 2009,
4:30 AM
TODAY ROCKED!
even though rach didn't come cause i think she's badly sick.
)):my dear dear dearie.
and kim has a week of mc.
WTH.the doctors are really taking precautionary measures.
OMG.miss them like ALOT.hah.touched??(:
today was HIGHHIGHHIGH.because i had my TALKTALK
with the dumb one.
and then I was so high that i paid attention throughout the
entire chinese lesson.
that's not easy okeh.Especially when she's just talking about the author.
But,i was like high.so yeah.
then thedumbone was like about to doze off.HAHAHAHAHA.i rock.
Watched my boyfriend during lit.
OMG.miss him like soso much.Finally get to see him.
we usually only meet during lit lessons((:
muacks (P)!
then something damn GREAt happened too.
dodo was JEALOUS ah.i'm so happy with myself:D
i totally didn't expect it.(:aww.how touching.
OH.and paid attention during ss too.I like anyway.
and math was kinda killer.
I kept having to pray to God for him to help me to absorb
the new formulas and stuff.
sine rule and cosine rule(:
):.
and choir rocked.kinda i guess.
I'm so happy with my dear ALTOSSSSSS!:DD
they were like so ting hua(obedient?!)today
ZOMG.i love them lahhh.
and i just know we're gna rock the stage on 15aug when
we dance at orchard hotel.
and guess what.our school's gonna pay for our sit-down dinner!!
:DDDDDDDD
it's 80bucks so i'm seriously gna appreciate it!
and you.so what if you're a guy.You think you're so great-.-you piss me off.idc if you're strong or whatever.but your hypocritical attitude just irks me.and stop attacking [censored] lah.asshole.
Monday, August 3, 2009,
7:39 AM
I feel so thankful when I see the people around me being so gifted in what they do.And it just warms my heart to know that they can go the distance and do God's great work.I just know that their talents would be used in God's awesome plan.Sometimes,feelings of inferiority(is there such a word?!) set in,but i know i have my own part to play.I love God.He has my best interests at heart.And seeing awesome and talented people use their talents is really great(:yeah.you.it's always you in my mind isn't it?
3:51 AM
no school today!
more time to finish up on the undone work(:
I didn't go out with my dear LKT because I wanted to stay home and do work.
LOL.righht.
I would have LOVED to go to bugis street and iluma though.
GAHHH.)):
i'm super overdue with chinese work.
seriously.I feel like i cant take it sometimes and i just want to drop it.
But then i rethink,it's just illogical.D:nevermind.
and I found out I cant go for band1 fellowship.
i feel like guilty that clarice had so many meetings and i wont be going.
.sigh.
I have the school carnival that day.
But the school carnival should be fun too(:
MUUUUUSICC<3
you just cant live without it.
i'm trying out something new now.
Playing with different tunes in my head.(:
it's fun,though tiring.
but i think it's my new love now(:
iwait.withhighhopes.butnothingishappening.idwtowastetimeyouknow.
Sunday, August 2, 2009,
4:01 AM
:DDDDDD.just talked with a friend so i'm happy.
sermon today was..like that lorh.
about pornograhy and piracy.
my mind was on other stuff.didn't REALLY pay attention.AHAHA.
had tofu captain's ball today.
I liked that calories were burned.
and kinda had fun.things weren't really all THAT rough so..yeah
and i kept somehow hitting anne.
HAHAAH.
why righht.
we're always arranged in separate groups(:
LOL!
she's a funny bunny lah:D.heart
and i didn't joelle was THAT tall.HAHA.zomg.
i looked like some munchkin beside her.HAHAHA.
musta looked interesting.
after that i became a mini-fountain.(:
went back to church then went to have lunch with tofu people.
and happy hormones went active again-.-
you know right.when people exercise,a special enzyme is produced.
that actually makes you happy.wait.then it's not hormones.
ok.whatever.something like that lah.HAHAHAH/
painful thighs.LOL.
idk what i really was like.
but i was super high.i know that must have been idiotic.
i always become like half-drunk when over high.
that's not exactly a good thing you know.
but i remembered almost saying hi to a stranger then looby stopped me(:
awwh.
went back to church.
and actually did work!OMG>
there are many smart people who are able to help.
woww.
and then blahblahblah.
did soemthing stupid(sorry!)
blahblahblah.
then went home then uploaded photos of anne and I.
then wrote this??
(:
sighh.wait.NO SCHOOL TMRW!
whee.
an extra day to complete any unfinished work.
which is..A LOT.
okehh.bye!
Saturday, August 1, 2009,
4:59 AM
man!i'm tiredddd!!
just thinking about the tons and tons of homework i have..
sighhhh.
i have ALOT.all because the teachers think we have alot of time
because monday is a holiday.
-.-.dunb reason.
anyway...
emcee-ing today was quite cool.
being backsatge is awesome okeh.
HAHAHAHAHA.we totally crap while backstage.
yeah.me and awesome awesome people
sheryl,shawn,adam,dayna,mrsthseira(?),mdmeng,mdmchua!
camwhoredddd.
photos are on fb.
blogger's still screwed.
BUT.yeah.today was fun.and HOT!!
the blazer is thickk okeh.
i really cant understand how the band people and prefects can take it.
so hot!
OH.which reminds me.
YOU!the dumbone!has not sent me THAT song.
is it?i cant remember.AHAHA
nevermind.
I'm so glad it's finally over.
my legs shook while singing the school song through the mike!
but everyone said it was not noticeable.so..:DDD!
andandand..i'm happy lahh.
i saw mrs soong but didn't get to talk to her.
she was in the vip room.
HAHAHA.i felt like a total glutton okeh.buffet whaaat.
I took like three or four servings.
i shall blame it on adam and shawn.
who also went for thirds and fouths(:
GAH!SINFUL FOOD!hahahaha:x
the primary school is nice.very well decorated.
fyi.
the ceremony was held at GMS(P)
yeah.air-coned hall!whee!
tmr's sunday!!yay!i can see loobyyyyyy!!!
i wanna TALKTALK but i have nothing to TALKTALK about.
nevermind,with you,there's ALWAYS something((:
but amidst all these great things.
bad stuff do happen.
for example...my grandad.
the doctors have found out what is wrong with him.
Initially,they thought it was just stomach holes..or something
It's confirmed now that he has second stage stomach cancer.
)))))):
idwwwwww!
then i'll cry then my eyes will go puffy!
and.he'll hurt ALOT too.
it was so unexpected.really.
how cancer just strikes a person.
and he's not young anymore..sigh.maybe i should write something.
like i did for an idiot[(:]
