YOUKNOWWHAT.I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO SEE THIS
what you got from her,i'm not responsible.
so dont go thinking and telling other people that i did THAT.
that was her own opinion.
and I wasn't really angry at you either-.-
Look.i'm going to say this here because i dont think i can tell you this
anywhere else.
I was actually wondering why you didn't do anything.
I mean yes.he knows but sowhat?!
that doesn;t mean the rest of the world needs to know.
even if you say this person wont spread..
sometimes.it's not about the actual person.
But what the person is doing.
you told me it was okay.
But that was it.
When I went away,dont worry.it wasn't about you.
it was about ..nevermind.
what she did was what I never said.
I know you have your friends.
And I have never expected us to be
virtually joined at the hip.
That's not the point actually.
And now,because of this,
you're saying I'm like the rest of the world is it?
So everything in three years was forgotten just cos of one day?
I'm THAT replaceble?
I actually had nothing against you.
But when I saw what you wrote yourself.
yes.it's heartbreaking.
and you,being you,dont talk about it with me face to face.
how many other people know about this alrdy huh?
I did not involve anyone okay.
not about you at least i didn't.
don't assume so much.
the other times,when I said
ILOVEYOU.
i meant it okay.
now i wonder if you did.Since i'm so easily dismissed.
then you totally shut me off.
i'm not saying i'm right and you're wrong.
just don't blame me for everything
and you're saying you can't trust me now.
idk what to do.
i'm angry.i'm upset.and istillloveyou.
and you thought i only thought of myself.
