Thursday, July 30, 2009,
5:07 AM
blogger seems to be fixed for everyone except me-.-
NEVERMIND.
yay.got hooked on my book today.
read while waiting for bus,while on the mrt,while slient reading
(i didn't talk for a change)
and during more than 60%of CME.
HAH!i like!
physics was kinda okeh.learning new stuff again.
i dont exactly get it.But i think i would once revision is done(:
chem was INTERESTING.
and guess what.health check today was only for selected pupils.
how weird.LOL!
i didn't get selected.yay.because that would mean there's a problem with me.
yeah.i'm serious.
ss was a free period.wheeeee.arm-wrestled.
HAHAHAHA.ever since that lit incident.
people have been arm-wrestling in class.
I think it's cool can!
except that i find i cant win guys anymore-.-.-
in primary school i still could can!
sigh.hahaha.all have muscles already.
strongest girls i know would be kim and lj.
OMG.like almost cant win.
and we thought of a way to cheat also.AHAHA!
by twisting your wrist back.LOL!
i slept during the compre test?!
LOL.was damn tired.tyvm.
only woke up a little during summary.
rachel looked so hardworking.I wanted to talk to her but she was doing compre-.-
and i got 40/45 for wp.:D!no sweat.LOL!
went for the emcee training after school.
sigh.sigh.sigh.
so many last minute changes.
like speaking roles and timings and stuff.
and i was actually supposed to be the
prize winner announcer but got the emcee job instead
because i had to sing.wowww.what a reason.
sorry shawn!!*does big wave*
tried on prefect blazers to check which one i can wear.
XS!HAHAHAHAHAHA.i have no idea how i fit into it either.LOL!
then eehui helped me tie the tie.aww.how sweet.
I really should learn how to tie the tie from my dad.
It's a good skill to have.LOL.
i like tying ribbons anyway.
the prefects in the room were damn funneh.HAHAH!
went home....and saw shawn again!
we were talking about him living in the red light district((:
hahaha.okay.okay.
i need to somehow understand Amath.
test tmrw!!
great news!my grandad is recovering well.
thanks for the prayers(:
he should be discharged by next week we hope:D!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009,
4:17 AM
HAPPYYYYYY TODAYY!!
O M G!!
because of[censored].
real important okeh(:to me lah.
and sadly,chlorine isn;t jealous anymore.LOL!
Lit was like fun!!especially when the lit teachers are not around(:
HAHAHA.idkk what came into me okay(:
I arm-wrestled with shawn.O M G.
duh.i didn;t win.
BUT.i won chlorine okay!!yay!
luckily i didn't do anything with lj.If i did,i'd probably lose too.
And I DID NOT know glenn had muscles.OMG.damn big.AHAHA
then played the scissors|paper|stone SPLIT.
AHAHAAAH.and some dumbdumb thought i didn't wear pants and wanted to do a split-.-
AND.[censored]YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY:DDD
choir was not bad today too((:
my darlings!!
I think i'm starting to sound over high.AHAHA.
because i'm listening to GEE.and all the girls sound damn high.LOL.
i like.
LISTEN AH.I'M GOING TO TELL YOU PEOPLE A STORY.
MANY DONKEY YEARS AGO,
THERE LIVED A DUMBDUMB CALLED CHIENLING.
SHE WAS EXPERIENCING SOME FORM OF STOMACHACHE.
(not sure if it's gastric or diarrhoea.but certainly not the
monthly inconvenience type)
ANYWAY.SHE WAS FEELING VERY UNCOMFORTABLE THE WHOLE DAY.
HER VERY SMART FRIEND,DEBORAH,ASKED HER TO TAKE A PANADOL((:
(see!so smart!)
BUT THE DUMBDUMB JUST SAID
IDW.I DONT LIKE.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH THE SMART FRIEND TRIED TO CONVINCE THE DUMBDUMB,
SHE REFUSED TO LISTEN.SAYING SHE DOESN;T LIKE PILLS.
THENNN.AFTER CHOIR,THE DUMBDUMB WENT TO FIND HER SMART FRIEND AND SAID.
WAH!I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AFTER TAKING PANADOL.JUST NOW BEH TAHAN(cannot take it)
O M G!!
and her smart friend had told her to take a panadol earlier-.-
tsk.AHAHAHAAH.i told dodo i'd post this.so i did.
Monday, July 27, 2009,
3:46 AM
I actually wanted to blog about my somewhat nice day..
but..something else happened.which i find major
so the rest is pushed aside-.-
THE DAY COULD NOT GET ANY BETTER.
AND THENNNNN.
WHEN WALKING HOME.
I SAW THIS SCARY CONSTRUCTION WORKER.
TOTAL PERVERT I TELL YOU.
THEN AH.I WANTED TO GET AWAY FROM HIM TO ESCAPE GETTING RAPED.
AND I WALKED INTO MUD.
YES.
MUD!
AND MY ONE AND ONLY PAIR OF SHOES IS NOW STAINED WITH MUD.
(though it kinda looks like diarrhoea too)
AND I HAVE TO WEAR SPORT SHOES TMR-.-
YUCCCK!
and i am so not saying what the pervert tried to do.
seriously.I was [censored]
words that should not be mentioned popped up so they're censored.
AND SERIOUSLY.ANNE!if i ever call you in times of emergency,
I think i'll be dead by the time you actually answer!
--shakes head--LOL
Sunday, July 26, 2009,
6:40 AM
<333333333333333333333333333333.
talking with anne for long periods of time makes me
mind-boggled.
:DDDDDD.
man!I think i really really like you((:
*laughs*
okayy,[censored]
sheesh.
I think i'm having an overload of happy hormones.
MUST be the chocolates(:
ily,girl(:
thanks to all who prayed for my grandad.
He's much much much better now(;
Praise the Lord.
today's tofu meeting was...like that lorh.
LOL.
oh man!I can't stop thinking!!dang!
anne.you're making me funneh-.-
HAHAHA:D
ilclarice.
ildodobird/chlorine/chienling/dumbdumb/deborah's lousy entertainer
ilanne/BFF/LOOBY LOO!/talktalk partner
il[censored]/idot/big idiot/big big idiot
ilmyself!!/kukuhead?/deborah the awesome(HAHAHA)
Saturday, July 25, 2009,
12:48 AM
okay.so the typing box in blogger is kinda fixed righht now.
But i still cant post any pictures.
man, my blog is starting to look boring.
what is it that makes us human?
Isn't it strange how we all feel sad and lost when someone passes away?
Or when someone is critically ill?
Because i feel that way now.
It's been like this since friday.
I'm like..really scared my grandad wont pull through the operation.
The doctors say it's really critical and we better see him as much as we can.
Seriously.why do i feel so upset?
Especially when i hardly know him?
But it's really just saddening lah.and my grandma isn't taking it too well either.
smiles just disappear.everything seems more temporal.
I feel so useless.I cant do anything to help.
I can only hope he would pull through the week.
Then maybe we can relax.
i am sad)))))))))))))):
Wednesday, July 22, 2009,
4:31 AM
I'm really getting irritated by blogger-.-
it's still screwedd.I cant post photos for one.
geog today was like O M G.mrslee gave us alotta essays!!and expects it to be done by tmr.
OH.i just remembered!thanks chlorine and rach.they totally helped me get over SOMETHING.
LOLOLOLOL.
math today was quite okay..AT FIRST.
Like..I could do the questions and all.
Then mrsgoh went on to teach linear law and my jaw hit the floor.
I was like..WHAAAT?!
yeah.
el was blah...
phy was kinda hard again?
And I missed one lesson.
Had to go off early for lunch because
of the O level listening later on.
ARGH.I was scheduled with hope5/1.
I seriously dont know anybody there please.
Totally out.
And because my name starts with D,I was separated from the rest://
it didn't help that the person i was sitting beside was W O W:D
OH.and listening was held over a radio station.COOLIOS!!
i like.i think that's like coool lurhs.
met rachael and her pretty friend in the mrt.
LOL.discussed answers:}}
I love my grandma.She just cooks the most awesome food:DDD!
but i dont love her only cause of THAT lah(:
alot of homework!!!!!!!!!!
gahhh!
D:
Tuesday, July 21, 2009,
5:18 AM
there's a freaking problem with blogger-.-
whatever.
IS IT ME?IS IT ME?IS IT ME??
PLEASE LET IT BE ME.
I WANT IT TO BE ME!!
ALOTALOT.
VMVMVMVMVMVMV<333!
ahemahem!please ignore that^^^^^^(:
i saw something so I uh...couldn't restrain myself((:
today was-.- and (((:
i kinda forgot why.SS was interesting.and math seemed fun??
Mainly because i got it.AHAHA!
andandand the emcee thingy made me late for choir.oh well.
Both i like(:
and shawn was very entertaining during lit.AWW.how touching.ahaha.
EH.my dear friend(you know who)!dont be sad okeh.SMILE FOR DEBORAH(:
some guys just suck.They dont know what they had until they lost it.
Perhaps..
they can't appreciate when you're there for them.Only when you've really moved on.then they come and say sorry.
(((((((((:i'm supporting you all the way dear friend!!
:D.i think almost sounded harsh because it was getting personal.://
i like mrsgoh.
her math is imba.superr smart!
i like.
i passed my Emath test!!whee!(:
yeah.i'm thinking about you(:
Monday, July 20, 2009,
1:38 AM
PE was epiccc(:there was rugby.
which i dont really like.LOL.But looking at how everyone just ran and screamed.(and laughed)it was painfully funneh!!:DD
I was just being some flower vase.:x
GEOG.
(skip!)
Recess was....OH SO WOWWW.
let me see...mountain and l....(haha,chlorine is soso jealous((:)
but it was kinda embarrasing because i was the deborah laugh....O K A Y.nevermind(;
phy was a free period..yay(kiki!!!!!)
urhhumm!
CHINESE.
chlorine is absolutely useless in keeping me awake.she tickled,poked and pinched.but all at the wrong places..-.-
i still dozed..zzz
ENGLISH
oh man!!I slept during the test!!gahh.but yet i got this feeling like i'll do okay.HAHAHA:}
MATH.
i was sososo tireddd.
lala alrdy sponsored me three fruitellas but i still went mad.
I just went a little kuku.the chicky song was stuck in my head.
And I felt i really had to see someone do the dance.
So i asked rachie to do it.
She gave me some excuse that mrsgoh would scold if she just stood up and started dancing.
AND..i think i freaked junkiat by staring at him for far too long.(lol).
i go weird when i'm damn tired..
OH.and the substitute talked to me leh!!WOW.and i just walked off.
cause i was tired and i dont think straight when i'm tired.LOL.
no lit today.so((:went home two periods earlier.
((((((((:
anne is FUNNEH in video call.LOL.
it's her first time.do forgive her(:
Sunday, July 19, 2009,
3:32 AM
today was...urhhhum!idk.LOL.sermon was..O K A Y.it's not really sermon.
they got a lawyer/christian to talk today.
W O W.lawyer lehh.it's like..she must be superr smart.LOL
chlorine was like..falling asleep.HAHA.i saw okey!! -.-
andandand..anne brought samantha today(((:
hie girl!!
then drama happened.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
went for the welcome lunch...i really dig chicken wings okeh.
LOL.sinful food--shakes head--
i hope chlorine felt okeh..with her braces and all.
after that,had a shhhhh talk with bestie((:anne!!
hmm,i realised she doesn't have a nickname..
ANT is so unoriginal can.I'll think of something lah.
clarice can play the whole canon songg!!!:DDD
i'm so proud.haha.
and I found out something so OMGGG.
(glances at anne)
says...S H I T.coincidental can!!
talked with anne at the playground:}}}
stufffffffffff.pffft!!
i just thought of a nickname for her!!
i'm so smart!!LOOBY LOO!!idccc.i'm gonna call her loobyloo.
wheeeeee~
you got me crashing and falling like a domino
Saturday, July 18, 2009,
7:19 AM
Didn't go for flag day today.Was feeling under the weather..
but seriously...how can you feel UNDER the WEATHER???
LOL.just something to think about.
woke up quite late((:
finally,my long awaited rest.
hardly did any work today to tell teh truth..hmm,
watched harry potter today
:DDD(x9000)
ilikeit!!.but..it's so full of suspense.
whatever..i still like.
emma watson is like...damn prettayee now*.*
yeah.and...I was sad and shocked at some parts..
okay lah.ups and downs..
HHA..boring day today lahh.
chlorine is coming to church tmr..hmm.
and how can she eat with her new braces on??
LOLOLOL.she's ineffectual lah.
yay!a wp word.I studied.woots!
ate at hei sushi...yumm.
walk walk walk flick.
then when we were reaching home...
I was superr immature..(okay.i know i usually am too.LOL)
I was rushing with my sis to see who was first to get into the house..
DUH.ME LAH.
imissyou.imissyou.imissyou.(:
this is for you darling(L)
Friday, July 17, 2009,
4:28 AM
school today was :DDD and ))):
HAHAAH.lol.let me continue...
i studied last minute for math ytd lehhh((:
i'm smiling cause i bothered to study.lol
chinese was kinda yay(:
did listening practices.
i got 7correct for thge first try..
but second one i got full marks!!whee!and i was dozing somemore((:
HAAHAH.lit was -.-lah..skip!!!!!
math was yay too!!first time zomg!
I could do the practice paper leh.haha.*proud!!
chem was yay too!I managed to turn on the bunsen burner!
i know.loads of people would be -.-at this.
but it's a big thing for me okay.
because i have a thing against fire.idk why.
i love water though.yeah and rachel has always been the one who turned it
on the past few Y E A R S okey.
and i finally did!yap!!!!!!!!
and straitstimes(shawn tan) brought a squishy banana
to school.fake one lah.
it's damn elastic and soft and bouncy and stretchable...
haha.straitstimes was like SHOCKED when i said
it was like a condom.HAHAAHA.
math test was kinda whoopee..I could do..I THINK.
but jiayang said i did it wrongly??-.-
had phototaking after school.
OMG.i'm damn cool.i planned our fun shot actions wayyy
in advance??HAHA.
and LKT and a few otherr peeps really did it(:
WOW.i just KNOW we'd all look good.it;s kind of retarded though..
then had to take individual photos cause i'm a cca leader.
that kinda sucked..
cos the pictures would be up on a board..
where everyone can see and point and laugh-.-
and thennn.I think i'd look weird in it-.--.-.-
CHIENLING(dodo) IS NOW CRISTENED CHLORINE(CL)
whee.lol.:33
Thursday, July 16, 2009,
5:28 AM
WHEEEEE.TODAY WAS OKAYOKAY LAH.first picture is a doodle during eng.LOL.
when we were learning about complain letters.
I got my inspiration from someone someone.(H)
then next were teh quail eggs that mrsgoh gave us.
OMG i heart mrsgoh!!vmvmvmvvmvmvmv.
HAHAHAA.she gave us carrots too.it was for the CME period.
when she told us a story involving eggs,carrots and coffee.
she just gava a coffee sweet.lol
thennn..the next one is the "goal post"
that gengting and teikwee did up.
HAHAHAA.it looks damn nice!!I totally didn't know that teikwee could draw...
and gengting did up the goal!!*woww.
ILOVERACHEL.
thanks to her.today i didn't exactly doze off.
she brought sweets!!I need them everyday noww-.-
recess was kinda OMG.i saww....*gasps!!
going home was sosososo nice for dodo.
she got excited she almost dropped her phone.
HAHAHAHA.so unglam...unlike me(lol)
must be zaizai you knoww.
bus-ed to kallang stadium there..laughed a lot??
haha!i like!
then ate the FAMOUS TANJONG RHU PAO!!!!(dk how to spell??)
omg.damndamndamn nice.
ate at kfc...hello 5kg-.-.-.-.-.-
anyway,math test tmrw!!hope i do okay...HAHAAH
prayyyy again.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009,
4:05 AM
today is...O K A Y.wait.i shall strta from the beginning.
yongliang is so nice.hahaha.
he gave me the chocolate!!i like:D
due to sleeping late recently...kinda slept during math and eng.
and thenn.I still could do the math sums!!woohoo lah(:
and then mrswong came in to kinda scold??
she's pretty cute lah.HAHA.
after school..feel so touched by ahemahem((:
then went into a state of panic just before oral.
yeah.it
did
not
go
exactly
well
i
think.
i was like damn upset about it after that.
huimin would know...thanks babe:/
i totally did not expect that topic.
and it's actually pretty easy!!
just that I was caught by surprise.
(screams x9000)
choir was kinda fun today.
more like dance practice.
msho/mrssoh
was coming up with dance steps for our new song.
wheee.i think we'd look damn cool.AHAHAAH.
lolololol.
yeah.and my grandma is leaving today.and coming back on mon.
i'll miss her!aww(:
yeah.so yes.i'm like..super upset.
i can't believe life still goes on and there's still
assignments to hand up.
hmm,maybe all this happens for a reason.
This will all fall into place into God's wonderful plan(:
he gave me little gifts today.
met a new pup today.totally cuteeeee(:
his name is ruffles((:5mths old.i likeeeeeeeeee:DD
and then i found out my granny hasn't gone home yet.
she was supposed to be gone when i came back.
blessings in disguise i guess.
imissyou okay.idc.imissyou.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009,
7:15 AM
went to dodo's house today to study for oral.
lolol.i fell asleep on the bed.HAHAHA.ps lah.
and I went against m y fb fast.
forget it.i dont think i wanna fast that anymore:x
tomorrow's oral.-.-
scared...very very.
random things
1)the banana cake kim bought was fantastica!!
2)dodo's looks damn idiotic playing wakawaka(laughed like mad)
3)she looks dumb playing bowling buddies too
(laugh laugh again too)
4)there's eng tmr(everybody say YUCKK!!)
5)my very very impt chinese Olevel oral is tmr!!(screams)
6)shawn looks damn funneh trying to be like me.
7)[censored]
8)[censored]
9)I like mr.bean pancakes!!:D
10)i saw the sticker guy and his shuai friend todayyyy(:
11)there's flag day on sat.(efffffffffffff!!!)
12)nick is my bestbest friend.(LOL)
13)dodo's mom can cook fried rice like damn nice.(rhymes!)
14)moomoo is no more i thinkk:/
15)i'm still scared about oral.
mainly.all this was to get my mind off oral.
wan't very effective as you can see(((:
wheeee for no.7!!
and nobody can EVER ask me about no.8.
cause I couldn't think of anything to put there.LOL.
so it's actually a blank.
prayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Monday, July 13, 2009,
8:07 PM
-.-.-.-.-
sat was real fun.
funny stuff happened.just read their blogs.lazy to update.
But i've been making bad choices.
I didn't exactly get to finish work and all that crap.
mainly.i'm upset because of what i just found out.
NOOOOO.it can't be happening.
But there's further proof today.
I feel like i've let myself down or something.
sigh(x9000)
today had been-.-too.
but playing zero-point during pe had been interesting.
LOL.SPLITTT:xx.
omg.one of the funniest things on earth ever.
kimberley skipping rope.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.
and i'm starting to really dislike msjohnson.
I just dont really enjoy her lessons all of a sudden.
://
and lit was coldd today-.-
but the poem was intersting i guess.
sorry I prevented you from getting what you wanted.really sorry.
6:17 AM
YOU'RE SO PLASTIC.WHY WON'T YOU JUST TAKE OFF YOUR MASK?
Thursday, July 9, 2009,
6:50 AM
hahaha.i heart my ddb(((:
web-camming with her is fun!!
and we were both euphoric over the same things.
yay.
see.my happiness level is up-ed again(:
:DDD
thanks for listening ah.LOL.
and...uhm...I want to clean my room again.
haizz.I find that...whenever I have stuff on my mind,
I start to resort to cleaning.haha.might as well.LOL!
3:43 AM
I'm happyyy!!:D
I understand math.omg.
at least I can totally get coordinate geometry for now.
so..yay!
HAHAHAHAH.and I started something totally dumb!
wheeee!
the "deborah issue"debate.HAHAHA/shhhh*winks
wheee.it certainly made cme seem more interesting.AHAHA.
and I love lala for her gummy bears and worms.
I like gummy bears because you can bite their heads off and
they can't bite you back.yay.
i know i'm retarded.(:
i just feel happy.lolololol.
cause of stuff.HAHAHA.
chem??wowww.-.-
finished learning about alkali metals,halogens and noble gases.
chinese??i'm damndamndamn scared.
all the oral topics are not hot topics.
they're like..lesser talked about topics.man!i'm scared.
english??totally crapped for the compo test.
I felt like I was promoting sg.not much description.
crap again i guess.HAHAHAA..
but somehow..I hope that msjohnson would somehow give
me highhigh marks.HAHAAH
okayokay.i'm happy i guess.
i've been thinking of us these few days.
finally.something's happening(:ILY
see you tmr dearie:}}
Tuesday, July 7, 2009,
8:24 PM
LOLOLOL.hihihihihihihi.
here to do a youtube promo!!
woohoo!
type in the search engine....
Iwillbot
yayayayayaya.omg.dont ask.
he's not bad.lol.
i like.
hmm,caught up with rach over rubbish.HAHAHA
three periods of math passed amazingly fast.
twoo people didn't come to school todayyy!
*gasps!!
what if teik wee and pengchong kenna-ed H1N1??!
lolol.
a little more than a week to Olevel oral.
DDDD:
i'm damn scared can.))))))):
lol.three's not enough this time.
chinese was pretty boring but that writer ah..damn smart HAHAHA.
and he's 98years old..okay.everyone say WAHHHHH.(:
damn!those wretched feelings are stirred up again.HAHAHA.
Monday, July 6, 2009,
3:55 PM
OMG.
WEBCAMMING WITH DODO IS SUPER.
HAHAHAHA.
ALL OUR FUNNEH STUNTS.
LOL.
she is damn enteraining.actually.i entertain.
But i have alot of fun tooo XDDDDDD
we are damn dumb together i tell you.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
omg.i shall not ever try the hanger stunt again.
my bra might snap omg.lol
and next time,you shall be the one dancing okeh.
i've done enough.zomg.hahah
12:16 PM
yayyy.I learnt how to change the blog timings.LOLOL
finally.
phew.lol
12:14 PM
Last night was so *.*
so much stuff happened.
and going to sleep earlier was such a blessing.
haizz.having a lot of stuff on my mind,
sorry.my mind's messed up.
so my english is kinda screwed too.LOL
I wanted to take my mind off stuff.
practiced piano,guitar chords and surfed the net.
(look.i didn't do math.lol)
eh!finally.my fingers dont hurt that much alrdy??
I was like..suh-prised.lol
it's all numbing up.yayss.but still-.-lah.
LOL.okay.thenthenthen.
I was so boredd....
I WENT TO CLEAN AND PACK MY ROOM AGAIN.
HAHAHAHAHA.
it gets into disrepair rally fast and I was getting
bei tahan(cannot take it).
yeah.HAHAHAHA.so ahma-ish.lololol.
I want tmr to come faster.
So that I can use school to forget stuff.
but really really,I wanna thank God for giving me such great
friends who encourage me so.
those who use action rather than words
those who comfort with their understanding
those who entertain for hours on end(hahah!)
andd..
those who dont know what's wrong but
make me damn happy anyway(:DDD!)
iwontforget.
today brings a brand new day to appreciate!
okay,maybe i'll go and do chem now(haha!)
that's a big maybe.lol
Sunday, July 5, 2009,
6:01 AM
YOUKNOWWHAT.I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO SEE THIS
what you got from her,i'm not responsible.
so dont go thinking and telling other people that i did THAT.
that was her own opinion.
and I wasn't really angry at you either-.-
Look.i'm going to say this here because i dont think i can tell you this
anywhere else.
I was actually wondering why you didn't do anything.
I mean yes.he knows but sowhat?!
that doesn;t mean the rest of the world needs to know.
even if you say this person wont spread..
sometimes.it's not about the actual person.
But what the person is doing.
you told me it was okay.
But that was it.
When I went away,dont worry.it wasn't about you.
it was about ..nevermind.
what she did was what I never said.
I know you have your friends.
And I have never expected us to be
virtually joined at the hip.
That's not the point actually.
And now,because of this,
you're saying I'm like the rest of the world is it?
So everything in three years was forgotten just cos of one day?
I'm THAT replaceble?
I actually had nothing against you.
But when I saw what you wrote yourself.
yes.it's heartbreaking.
and you,being you,dont talk about it with me face to face.
how many other people know about this alrdy huh?
I did not involve anyone okay.
not about you at least i didn't.
don't assume so much.
the other times,when I said
ILOVEYOU.
i meant it okay.
now i wonder if you did.Since i'm so easily dismissed.
then you totally shut me off.
i'm not saying i'm right and you're wrong.
just don't blame me for everything
and you're saying you can't trust me now.
idk what to do.
i'm angry.i'm upset.and istillloveyou.
and you thought i only thought of myself.
2:00 AM
So is this what it really is??
nevermind lah.
deborah is...
okay.NEVERMIND.
thanks nick.for listening and stuffs.
thanks jazlyn.
and thanks clarice even though I didn't really talk to you.
thanks dodo:}}for being there(literally)
i'm so ):
and i know i shouldn't.LOL.
I almost got banged by a car.ZOMG.HAHAHAHAHA
and I know,if I die,
people would be sad yeah.
But would they still remember me after a week?a month?
a year?
what do I truly mean??
to people in general.
Friday, July 3, 2009,
5:33 AM
One extra day for rest.
whewww.
I cant get enough of sleep.
i feel so sleep-deprived.
hah.
I've made up my mind.
I wanna start going to school myself.
I'll try real hard.
Even though it's tiring and all.
I definitely have to wake up at 5.30 now-.-
But ytd,my dad said something which made alotta sense.
And it stands.
"You should learn that you can never depend on another person 100%."
yes.I have been failed before.
I should have learnt from past mistakes.
But I needed something like in my face to make me fully realise.
yeah.it says another person,so I can still depend on God lah:}}
But I slept too late because of something which happened ytd.
so this whole day I was like on the verge of dozing.
thanks God for rachel's milo balls.
and chem...it's getting harder><
I'm getting addicted to the song SUNDAY BLOODY SUNDAY.
leraning about northern ireland is like..saddening.
haizz.why do people discriminate so??
and they're all apparently christians...
How ironic-.-
thanks dodo for cheering me up.
idk how you did it.NAH.
maybe I did it myself.hahahahaaha.
i hope you had fun swimming today.(:
see you on sundayyyyyyyyy:DDD
and if you're listening,i miss you
you're fading and it seems so frustrating
^^^^^^familiar??koped from somewhere.:D!!
Thursday, July 2, 2009,
6:52 AM
D:i'm not happy now.
.______.
anyway,ss lesson was fun today.
I like the song.
woots to sunday bloody sunday by U2(:
and english lesson was..hmm,interesting.HAHA.
retarded:}
i am damn upset with myself-.-.-.--
shitbucket.
nevermind.starting fasting today.
not from food.But kinda from fb.
I'm gonna try to make it work.haha.
anyway,i've got stuff to fast for.
But today is the first day and i'm alrdy feeling temptation.
argh!
for forty days lehhh.
goshiness.trytrytry.
blah.i dont feel like blogging alrdy.
i'm still upset><
Wednesday, July 1, 2009,
6:26 AM
the Wind Rhapsody
It's my north,my south,my east and west.
My noon,my midnoght my song.
I thought that love would last forever;
A wind taught me I was wrong.
Wind packs up his memory and
flies over city streets.
Only milestones are waiting for me now.
For me to drop what's holding me back
and strive for my own life.
and live it.
HAHAHAHAHA.koped from somewhere.
I'm not tellinggg:}
6:17 AM
300th post!!woots!
today was uhmm.toring.
ehh.wait.i mean tiring.
yeah.I almost fell asleep in physics.
IDK.wave refraction just doesn;t really appeal to me://
and I finally completed my lab doodle.
But I can't post a picture of it due to my screwedd SHIIINY
^^^^^^that was my phone's name(fyi):DD
yeah.But i like.
did the reading audition thingy.
urgh.think I may not be chosen alrdy.haizzz.oh well.
and chinese oral is SOOON!!
14more days!!wish.hope.pray.believe.
met anne after school.
Saw clarice and kyle at ws.
surprise.surprise.
went to church and watched anne,clarice &kyle play piano.
hmm,IDK what i was thinking.
like.I can't exactly concentrate?dms-.-.-.-.
bleah.tomrw is thur.
I wanna scream lah.
no words can express.
NAH.it's just my limited vocabulary-.-
bye:/
sorry anne.ILY<3333333333333
IMM lah.i dont think you get it..haiz.nvm://
