I have changed I guess.into someone else since the last time..
didn't really study with rachael and debbie today.
I meant to but there was no place in church.every room was
occupied-.-
so they went to play pool.
didn't feel like...
liangjie and wenya taught me math(:
omgsssshh.
every person who thought I looked half smart
will totally change their mind after they
know my math level.
i totally suckkk at it.
they spent a really loooong time just teaching me something.
and even now,I'm not sure if I can still do.
now everyone knows I'm dumbb.-.-
today was the first time I wore my black heels.
My feet HURTTT okay.
damn pain.
totally could not stand it when walking home.
And I had a really long way to walk.
omg.you're not gonna believe this.
I took out my heels lah and walked bare-footed home.
I dare okay.
I've done it once but only when I was closer to home.
Now I took off my heels when I was around e!hub that side.
My feet felt so muchh better okay(:
hahahahahahahahah.
-.-Of course alot of people took second glances.
(:
I know they're admiring me((:
HAHAHAHAHAH.
MY NEW EGO-NESS ROCKS!:D
i'm really unsure of what is it exactly that I want.how I can gain from it and shit.But I have finally decided.If I can't carry it out,that's another thing.I'm just gonna become this freakish person who's fickle and selfish.The only thing I can say is..I really don't want it to be this way.But if it's better then I'll try it.If I fall,I can't pull someone down with me.So now,I'm walking alone with God.I'm not gonna pull people to accompany my walk any longer.Just one last word. *********************bye
