lots of pondering to do..so I shall crappxxz here.Is there simply no way to undo what has been done??yes deborah..there is no way already..you did something stupid.you have to answer the consequences yourself.You so totally wasted your important holidays and you're gonna suffer in o9.You messed up your life by trying to be in everyone's good books.Yes. That's whyI'm finally breaking.Finally cracking.Finally losing my temper at everything.It's not that I've been putting a front.It's just that I had too much high hopes.And the disappointment was great.I'm afraid.Afraid of o9.Afraid of school.Afraid of the friends I've cast aside.Afraid of new roles and responsibilities that I have to take and uphold.Afraid of God.Afraid of separation.I have to get rid of this fear in me.Because it's eating me alive.And I feel broken.Incomplete. whatiwanticannothave
words of wisdom
love deborah like you love yourself smile to deborah
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