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Saturday, November 29, 2008, 11:34 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
to my dearest sister.....Rachel(:




whenever i needed you, you were there....
in sec1, same class....
thank God!!!
insec2, same class....
thank God!!
and next year, sec3,SAME CLASS!!!
that means we'll be together even in sec4!!!

I'm sorry for being angry at you sometimes....
thank you for bearing with me.
(:
I love you!!!
One year older...hai....we'll be like...aunties soon...haha!!!
ILOVEYOURACHELCHUASHIYUN!!!!!!



11:22 PM

hie again! blahh...
im super lazy to post cann!!And anyways, i was caught up with watching
DEVIL BESIDE YOU
*clapclap*(:
yeah...I seriously love it..
mike he is so hot!!!!*faints
and on wed,thur and fri, I had debate training camp.
yays...=.=lots of cute guys okay!!!
actually....no..like only two???okay whatever...
it was at Tamasek JC..
*smilesmile
yeah..so so...like mostly...it's been like......
turn on computer...
press internet explorer three times..
go youtube...
type [devil beside you ep(insert) (insert/5)
then press search....
then load....
then.........
WATCH!!!

haha..yeah im so retarded...:}
but i kept watching..like until4+ for three days straight and then i woke up at nine okay!!!
see?i get so little sleep..okay i dunno why im like..boasting abt that..urgh...

went to church today....sat with debbie...saw THAT person.....shopshop.....had stomachache....
bought present for rach.....shopshop....went tm....shopshop...debbie bought stuffs....went back to ws.....shopshop....boughtmyNEWshoes!!!!at a steal!!!!$12!!!!!cheap can!!!!!

yays..my day in a nutshell..okay bye...
gonna watch last episode of Devil Beside You(:



Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 4:39 AM

Blogging feels like a chore nowadays...seriously!
super lazy to upload photos larh...zzzz sorry
Went ut to celebrate esther's birthday ytd....
happy birthday gal...(:
and blahed...went to so MANY shopping centres...
blehh..my feet were aching!!!
I was wearing heels too wtheck!

Today went for the debate camp at TJC
Anne was there!!!OMGsh!!!
And we kinda wasted time all the way...
well..d-uh!
and one thing...you can get lost in TJC okaye!!
seriously..
but everything else was kinda blah...
went home with anne and friends....
....went to anne's house...
main reason was actually to pee...lol
and then helped make sushi and played with husky!yap!:D
yeah and I did NOT go for caroling..
lazy lurh...and a little on the tired side...
yeah.and there were these two guys selling ice cream...
the one in black was hot!!!*fans self
seriously...
felt like buying all the cartons of ice cream from him....(:
haha


i miss the laughs and the jokes
the friendly smiles
the cool weather...
the warm hugs
the attentive eyes
the enthusiasm
the bright outlook of life
the village....
i miss.........them.....



Monday, November 24, 2008, 12:22 AM

These past ten days have really been awesome!But the best was at ZhongFanf primary school..Where we taught english.My english grp had class4-2 and class 6-1.
I really love my class!!!
Everyone was uber nice!!!I so totally love it there...
The weather was....
bearable..
but imagine..each morning when you wake up, you hear roosters crowing and see the sunrise amidst the mountains..
It's beautiful..
but only four days were spent there...
And the kids are wonderful.No dounbt about that....each person is unique...

Leaving hurt like hell..
So far, it hurt more than anything else did...

when I saw the tears on my students faces, it felt like a knife was being stabbed repeatedly into my heart.Yes..I cried on the bus too...as i was sitting at the front, I could still hold their hands....and it was all very painful...
The presents I got..
The hugs I got..
The handshakes I got...

The many autographs I gave out..
The many hugs I gave out...
The many conversations I had...
The many things I've learnt..

I feel disgusted with how we singaporean teens are acting when kids on the other side of the globe can be so in need and so appreciative and grateful.They rejoice in everything no matter how small...Through them, I've also learnt many things.
When I touched on Sg last night...
My feelings were all mixed up...
I seriously wanted to take the next return flight back to Luoyuan and sit on the bus to send me back to ZhongFang.
Until now I still want to go back..even though i left the school last thur...

imagine how it felt...when the bus drove on..
further and further away...
from your loved ones..
from your happy times...
from your heart..

and knowing that there is no chance to EVER go back...
I cried like mad...but you cant blame me...
i cried to sleep
luckily..
if not the ride back to Luoyuan would have been much more painful...

Then at the hostel we cried again...
cried on the bed...
in the bedroom...
on the stairs...

but williamdaddy made me happier when he piggybacked me up th stairs...haha...

i miss xiaoying
i miss xiaohui
i miss zhuo mei
i miss xiaotao
okay...i miss 4-2!!!
i miss li hua
i miss lifang
i miss minfeng
i miss chenfeng
i miss xiangzeng
i miss lixia
i miss sibao
i miss lingzhi
i miss yanjian(bai xiansheng)
i miss maojian(hei xiansheng)
i miss hu an..
okay...i miss 6-1!!!

the wonderful memories...





Thursday, November 13, 2008, 4:56 PM

went OG ytd!!!OG is now my new best friend..The winter stuff there is cheappp!!XD
My sweater was only 29.90!!!I like...(:
there was a sale..
original price was 60+(:
Anw, I'm going off later....to china...
a little scared yet excited..
Anw, picturees!!!:D












it's nice rightt???I like the furry part...so soft...(:









Hemisphere cafe( :









I love their collage!!!!nice!!









the view from the cafe









our dinner!!!At an indonesian restaurent..dad had joined us by then..The fish was awesome can..I still thought it'll taste weird since it's like..black..But it's super nice...
Centrepoint, Sanur Indonesian Restaurent(:
like the christmas lights??:}
taken from the car...



Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 6:34 AM

Had choir today…idk what happened but the mrt had all these jap guys…XDso hotttt!!!*faints! LOL!!(:


What you did today was one time too many.
You’re supposed to be my friends!And I thought I was your friend.Friends help each other and stay together through thick and thin.What you did was not helpful and actually placed your “friend” in a dilemma.Giving me more stuff to worry about then I already do.We’re leaving soon and you still don’t care?Whattheckk goes on in your brain?!I have a role as you friend.Yes.But I also have another duty to do.
You just made my job harder!TYVM!
In a way, you are not showing me respect.I said “NO!” but you still went ahead with it.
Friends?
What friends!?
Friends don’t make life difficult for each other!Thank you!
Idc that I wasn’t even informed but bringing it forward??
-shakes head-
A cut has been made.
It would heal but a scar would be left.
I’m disappointed.
Don’t give me fake hello-s and smiles when you don’t care.
Stop being an idiot almost all the time.
One question.
Do you truly regard me as your friend?
Maybe I should have listened when my mom asked me to transfer.
Doesn’t matter anyway.
To have once loved and then lost hurts like hell.okay.Really.


I was dumb for caring so much….
…especially when you don’t.
But you know what??








I FORGIVE you



Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 7:29 AM

Today when i reached pasir ris, I saw so many things that reminded me of THAT PERSON. I saw TWO people wearing THAT PERSON's uniform.And then when I was going up ALL the escalators in ws, the person wearing THAT uniform was in front of me the whole time!!!And then while buying food, I saw someone who looked ALOT like THAT PERSON!!! It isn't la..but the resemblance is quite uncanny. Same type of dressing somemore!!!Argh!!Yeah...just wanted to rant..(:

playing pool(: hahaax...

a dream??whatever..I want it.:D

I'd love anyone who owns one of these...(:




2:58 AM

Today I'm feeling better!!!So I went to school.
jiahui and I got to practice at the grand piano!!!
OMGsh!!the piano is beautiful.I want can!!!
I so totally screwed up the songs.
and i felt bad when weiyan was saying good.It was only good on jiahui's part...
whatever..
Then went to the kopitiam to have lunch with weiyan, jiahui and shanice.
My wonderful laksa!!!Yums(:

Then went back and got quite a few songs from shanice(:
played foosball.
went crazy...
screamed like there was no tmomorrow...
yeah and i still lost...hahaha

then played pool(i love pool)
haha...thanks to weiyan teaching us a little(:
i kept fouling..=.=
and shanice took a shot of me!!haha..
lazy to upload..next time kays?
I'm really fed up with fouling!!!argh!!

met mom at ws and yeah walk walked...
went back home to officially start packing my luggage.
sian..
I'm going off this friday..
Part of me really doesn't want to leave..
I'll miss people..cuddles...and all my other friends..
please sms me to say goodbye.....
im leaving sg at 3+noon...pls sms at2....so I'll know people still care...
wtheckk!!I sound stupid..
okay Im coming back on the 23rd at 10+ pm....
hahahahahha(hinthint)



Monday, November 10, 2008, 6:33 AM

today was generally boring.
seriously.
was feeling under the weather so didn't go for cip training

But i studied okay.
idk why but i keep studying chem(:
i used to hate it but...haiz..nvm..

Went for crepe with mom to ehub.
Ate at NewYork(:
I LOVE their pumkin patch soup.
yummy creamy....awwww nice!

okay la...idk what else to say for this boring day..byess



Sunday, November 9, 2008, 1:30 AM

hahas. was on leave from blogging for a few days. Erh..the class gathering was a disappointment..I want another one!!!and it better be good.whatever and yes. I was the shortest..okay blahh.
Quantum of solace is a stupid show okay!Totally no storyline.=.=
Shopped around after the movie with estherrr.Bought FBTs and..and what???i cant remember..
I seriously dunt feel like saying alot..urgh!
Yah.It was MUCH MORE fun when estherrr arrivedd..(:
Mom bought me a teddy bear ytd..lol!!I love my bear.Super cuddly can.MrCuddles!!!!hahas..lame..yes I'm being lame...
today was okay...I couldn't stop fidgeting during sermon though.Just cant pay attention.went for lunch with Sg.And headed to ws with Debbie, Anne and veron.anne and veron then left for caroling and debbie and I went to tm to just window shop..haiz...tiredd..




Thursday, November 6, 2008, 4:35 AM

i had a tiff with my mom ytd. Yes I was being rude but she was being irritating and totally urgh!!!Yeah whatever. I was so angry that I went to study Amaths(yes.i learnt from a certain someone).And when my mom found out, she became like so happy lol!!!Then she wasn't angry anymore and I was okay as well..lol!!
Today there was cip training..
On the mrt I saw someone who was a splitting image of zubir said!!!Really okay!I kept staring at the man...hahas
And there was this lady who came in at bedok wearing tis horrible horrible orange see thru thingy.
She came in flapping her black lace fan...
And breathing really loudly.
I was pinching myself to stop laughing..whatever it seemed funny to me(:

cip was okay(:
I had to pretend to teach the ABC song okay.I felt stupidd..

okay!!So im going to plaza sg with some of my p6 classmates!Tomorrow!!It's confirmed!!!
everyone's confirmed gna be tallllll!!
Gosh!!I would be the shortest!!hahah



Tuesday, November 4, 2008, 10:57 PM

okay anne asked me to do a meme..so here goes..(i thought it was memo???)

Rules:
1.Ans ass homestly as you can
2.avoid ans like"idk"
3.tag 5ppl after that
4.enjoy(lol)

spelling mistakes for no.1 were really mistakes but i thought they were nice so im not changing(:

1.Well hello there, who are you then?
is this some kind of knock knock joke??

2.Any other nicknames?
ohh!!Debbie! i like "dog" but im a gal so it would be "bitch" so that's not nice so..yeah Debbie

3.Don't get bored, the first few questions are fairly obligatory and have to be done.So where are you living now?
nah i dun wanna say...=.=

4.Do you like it there?
oh yeah of course.;D

5.Name 3 artistes/musicians that ur really digging right now/
er..Miley Cyrus?
Hebe
Joe and Nick Jonas!!!

6.Now three that ur totally loathing right now.
Amy Winehouse
Arthur Foster(i just came up with a name)
Lala Diggory(i just came up with a name)

7.If you could attain ONE mutant power, what would it be?(NO ALL POWER)
Being able to mind read.

8.What do you do when ur happy?
laugh??hahahaahahaha

9.What are yo ulike when ur sad?
erh...stone and think abt the past?im always clinging on to memories...

10.What are yo ulike when you are angry?
idk.why don't you make me angry and see?(:

11.What word/phrase are you most likely to be caught saying?
OMGsh/huulow(don't ask me what is that..i dunno either)

12.What are you most likely to be caught doing?
erh?daydreaming?crapping??

13.Are you more of a geek or a sports jock?
wth???neither??but i do read.but that doesn't mean im a geek!!

14.Try typing "supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" with ur nose, elbow or heel..(i chose elbow.)
hjlsv ca,juffrsagkik,kdsdskiclikc kiloju(hahahaha..EPIC fail)

15.what is ur fave scene from mary poppins?
where the chimney sweeps clean the chimneys and sing "chim chiminy chim chimmney chim chim churree~"

16. What is your fave childhood movie?
cinderella/102dalmations(:/nemo?

17.Who's the last person you hugged?
er..cant remember...hugged too many ppl....bleah

FOR THE NEXT4 QUESTIONS, ANSWER USING ONLY MOVIE QUOTE REMEMBER TO STATE MOVIE
18.what's the first thing you sy when you wake up?
idk..o really sorry...(f.y.i im not answering the quest.)

19.what do you think is impt in a relationship?
Let's pray--the dunnowhat Giants

20.okay!!!can i just give up this section!!!skipp!!

NEXT 5 QUESTIONS ONLY CAN USE SONG TITLES OR LYRICS..

22.If at first you don't succeed...
hold on--the jonas brothers

23.It's never too late to--
Hate that I Love You-rihanna

24.If people tell me my underwear is showing, i say..
Oops I did It Again--Britney spears

25.If ur reversing your car into the parking lot and somehow manage to run over 20cats, what would you say?
Don't matter-Akon

26.Luck only brings you so far, the rest depends on...
All The Small Things-Blink182


27.Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender?
hahas. im not telling!!

28.What's the craziest thing you've ever done?
Run face first into a glass door(i didn't know there was glass lar!!!)

29.What would be your last meal on Earth?
idk..tell you when the time comes??but i like cheese!!!nachos and chips are fine(:

30.tell a Chuck Norris joke(dunt know any?go google it..i found like over a 100lol)
Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination.As Oswald shot, Chuck Norris met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. Jfk's head exploded out of sheer amazement?

31. If you were a member of the oppoite gender for a day, what would you do?
Go shopping for nicer clothes for them, try to understand why soccer is so "fun"and not bathe or pee the whole day.

32.Now if you were able to date one celeb out there, who would it be?
Nick Jonas??? Mike He??!!!!!!:DDDDDDDD

33.same question but with fake person this time.
Eragon

34.what's your absolute fave movie of all time?
She' the man!!!

35.If you were a superhero?what name woul you like?
Daring Debbie???

36.what about a gangsta name?fo' real yo..
R-dizzle-Fo-shizzle-My-Nizzle-off-Da-Hizzle(;got it frm ryan higa

37. did you have an imaginary friend when you wre little?
an???No!!I had hundreds!!!(:

38.Do you sing in the shower?
used to. But not anymore...it's more talking now..

39.do you dance when no one is looking?
with the radio??YES!!

sorry i skipped alot of questions but i was tireddd....there's actually 40+..gosh..cant complete la.....=.=












10:11 PM

choir was nice(as usual)
anddd...we got our compulsory set piece!!!!!
yap!!
overheard the teachers saying The White Horses is hard though..
gosh!!!really hope choir does well for syf!!!!
i love choir!!

Ytd, i realised how silly I've really been..Im not going to wait for the miracle anymore. I'm just disappointed in myself. That i've been stupid and all. Im gonna treasure all the people who may not have felt treasured by me.To ALL my friends:I LOVE YOU! thanks for always being there.

Im going out with primary school friends this friday. Hope it'll be fun,,So ps to finally see so many ppl that i've not seen for two years. Everyone's all grown up.Emphasis on the "up". Everyone's grown taller la.hehhs..im still as short as ever...wear heels???hahas.

And im going away on nxt friday to china alrdy. A little excited bbut yet reluctant. Im gonna miss certain people.): yeah and im gonna be off for quite a long time..Scared my body cant adapt then i'll get sick or lips crack or something.please just pray that I wont die from some sort of food poisoning or disease.Or even turbulance.cos we're not taking SQ flight.We're taking china flight!!!Omgsh!!scared can!!




sry esther. you are my BFF and i love you very much.I'm sorry i did such a stupid thing. really sorry...i love you! muacks:D



4:37 AM

kay had cip meeting today..Nth much to say lurhs...
just wanna update the photos for yesterdayyy!!hahas..hard work ahead..okay here goes..
f.y.i im in turquoise, corine is in white and esther is in black and yellow(bumble bee)hahas.
and i look fatt again!!!ughhh!!




Monday, November 3, 2008, 6:37 AM

went out with Esther and corine todaye!!!yap!!
corine changedd!!chio bu!!!!!hahax.(:
watched an Indian show??(roadside romeo)
totally stupid okay..we didn't even know it was a tamil show.All because of ESTHER KOH HUI MIN!!!so so not worth it.
And we "booked the whole cinema".
okay la. we were the only ones watching..zzzz
(really wanted to strangle esther!!!)
mooched around...
ate at pastamania.The service was really great. But my aglio oglio tasted not so great today. blehhs.=.=

Esther is a total FARTING AND BURPING MACHINE okay!!!She kept burpinggg!!She might as well have been a guy!!!argh!Then we had some fun smsing stupid stuff to dion. He's really dumbb okay!!hahas.Dumb dion!!-.-
almost wanted to prank call but decided on prank smsing.lol..he didn't fall for it..zzz
i think we just kept to gallivanting arh...then adjourned to changi airport!!!

there was this weird pervert man...okay whateverrrr

went to the viewing gallery and totally crapped.We sat down on the floor. And esther was being spastic and retardedddd!!!urgh!!Kept acting stupid. But of course. It was great
entertainment!!:D took stupid photos..hahahah!Laughing like mad.but nvm cos there wasn't much ppl there...

Went to starbucks??hahaax!!I love love love VANILLA BLENDD CREAM FRAPPUCHINO!!!yum!!corine ate cake! and esther the ugly chicke pie. Oh and im gonna start calling esther:EstherTheLAME!!!she's really silly!!!makes me laugh like maddd!!!hahahaha
we also talked in funny accents all the time.Like we started talking like china ladies..then malaysians speaking chinese...then english like how the ppl on TheNoose say it...then finally being angmoh on the mrt..Could tell alot of ppl were irritated by us but idc!!!hehhs!!

went back to pasir ris.saw ryan on the train???whatever. corine went home cos was already 7+..Esther and I went to the library to talk.And moved to whietsands5th level at 8.30. Told esther about blahblah(it's dangerous to use the person's nickname now)and talked for a really long time. Esther also told me alot of stuffs.(:
parents finally fetched me and esther went home herself.it was already gonna be like..10.((((:
I love going out with esther!!!!muacks!!

will upload pictures tmr lurh..=.=im tiredddd bye(:



Sunday, November 2, 2008, 6:07 AM

just wanted to think...and see myself think..you can ignore this actually..bleah

the miracle.am i still waiting for it?im supposed to know but i don't

the feeling seems to have just faded but is that dying out?or is it settling down? not really faded..more like simmered..

so what is this??

deborah!what is this?!
You don't want it to die but it might have just disappeared while you were not paying attention.
You tell yourself it's not over but maybe your just living in denial.
maybe this is just one of those big jokes that just fail to be funny.

If it is then all my thoughts for this few months have been really redundant.i'm just wasting time..(as usual)
Everything is just not as clear as it once was.Things seem to have faded.But yet, i still believe in it. Andddd...will continue to wast time on it(:


faded



3:31 AM

The heart of worship has never spoke to me in such a way before.
Today it really touched my heart(:
yeah really personal...
guess i've been pretty distracted by material stuff lately that I forgot to make time for God.
SORRY GOD!!!!
yeah.So today's sermon was pretty good as well.True Worship.
I got some questions answered..yap!!

First time that all of us paid attention during SG.XDDDDDD
Yeah and there was supposed to be frisbee playing...haha..skipped it with anne, Veron and debbie.(: Went to eat at downtown instead.=.=dumpling noodles!!!Then just hung out at E!hub. Oh. And anne got a stomachache so went home..A really bad one. Gsh!I sure hope she's alright. Adjourned to WhiteSands and window shopped.For reallyyy longgg..(:I love it.Then veron had to leave.She was tired so yeah. Left debbie and i..went to tm. shoppeddd.XD

debbie bought alot of stuff kay.i hardly did.See??so mature!!hahas.I really wanted to buy stuff but I thought abt whether I'd use them or if I did, for how long.Everything is more of a want than a need.hahas..D-uh...anw i did have fun..seriously((((((:

while waiting for my parents to fetch me, I overheard two men who just walked past.What one mansaid would make it to the funy line of the day..

FUNNY LINE OF THE DAY
"If I get killed it's my own problem. Not yours."

LOL!!wtheck!!!!Seriously cannnn..And they were not teenagers or something. They are like...after their mid-forties. stupid la..okay bye...nth now..(:



words of wisdom
love deborah like you love yourself
smile to deborah
and don't forget to wave!(:
Credits goes to I II III IV V


DEBORAHDEBORAHDEBORAH:D
DEBORAH chew
BIGday->22feB94
GeMchorale!!alto2!
GMS(s)
FAITH.THREE.ONE
<3GOD
<3LKTclique:}



screammm to deborah!




goodbye *blows kisses
anne.bff
adam
amanda
april
benedict
daniel
debbie
DODOBIRD
casandra
claire
clarice
chengyi
cheryl
cynthia
esther.bff
gabriel.tan
gladys
jasmine.teo
jassie
jeztine
jiaying
joni
junhao
kaijuan
kexin
kimberley
lester
liangzhi
lijun
lydia
marie
mavis
rachael.chong
rachael.loh
rachel
renee
sam.phua
sean
shabbna
shawn
shufang
sihui aka klaryce
tabitha
tiffany
veronica
wendy.senior
zoe.senior
zhaorong
fabulousCHOIR!
Beloved6D 'o6


past memories


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