I'm absolutely lazy to blog anymore..alot of things has been bothering me lately...things which are some what disturbing and a little on the psychotic side. Anyway today was a rather useful sermon. Paid attention yeah..(:
Went to pastamania with church frens...the food was yum. And the price was totally affordable.
But my mind is not concentrating on whatever happens during the day mostly. I'm subconciously worrying about what is to come. But I cannot stop what is about to happen. What will happen will happen. Sometimes, miracles do not happen because they are not supposed to happen. There is a time for everything. A time to play and a time to work. A time to meet and a time to have a farewell. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time for war and a time for peace.
The hurt that a person can feel is indecsribable. Especially for people like me who may seem pretty sunny but are very fragile inside. But I'm not the Great Pretender. I cannot seem to mask the hurt that i feel subconciously..when im "happy", im just distracted from my worries. I've learnt. Because when im alone and quiet, IT is the main thing i think about.
I need to wake up and let the scales fall from my eyes so i'll come out of my blind state. To be more mature and to take evrything in my stride. To spare a thought for others and to place myself in their shoes so as to be happy for them...
please larh!!!!Please!!Please don't _ _ _ _ _ _!!
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