O M G.you're here!I feel so happy for you(:

Friday, October 31, 2008, 9:45 PM

okay now here's the writing one.hahas. yeah.
The BBQ was nicer than I expected.I was super lost at first cos we came late due to choir.
Everyone was playing Captain's Ball.
I didn't even know who were my team members.
Rach and I were so lost that we just stood in the middle of the field and talked..lol.
Yes.While ppl ran past us to chase the ball.hahas

The food was yum!
Loved the beehoon.
And the chicken wings.
And the hotdogs.
And the seaweed chicken.
And the...and the..the what arh???
Yeah you get the idea.

Sang so many songs with chinky on the guitar.Love singing.And praising God was a bonus!!Yups!
Was super tired after bathing...was like...10+??Didn't sleep immediately though..
And when I finally wanted to get some shut-eye,The mrsgoh that I was sharing a room with was snoring like...well, thunder. Like my dad yeah. And her snores were not constant!!Like she'll stop snoring for abt a half hour then give a suddden loud snort of some kind. The girls were totally cracking up!!!So hard to control laughing cann!!!LOL!!!:D
So had a fitful sleep.Woke up a few times and moved around to sleep.Woke up at one+ to play TruthOrDare then went back to sleep again.Then woke up at 5+ cos it was raining and got too cold for my liking.*brrrr..

In the morning really waited very long okaye for my parents..humph..can see my balck face photo.hahs
And at the kopitiam, I saw the drink stall selling masala tea..Masala tea!!!!I mean..what the heck is THAT??!!I've eaten masala thosai and it's nice..The masala is potato..So masala tea is potato tea???????Eew...hehhs..idk..kay yeah have oneoice practice ltr..(: so byes..

8:51 PM

I'm too lazy to post the pics and my crap on the same post..Do you know how tiring it is dragging each picture down one by one???Omgsh!Super okaye!So now I'll only post pics then i'l do my post ltr...haiz...lazee people like me....

nice scenery ey??just look out from the chalet and this is what we see..(:

Rachel's fave!!*smile smile

why both of them look so nice and i just look...fat..:/

mrchin starting fire...(:funnaye!!

with Rachel(:

with Jiahui(:

Shanice and The roasted Marshmallow!!*licks lips

sleeeeeep!!!!!:D

THENEXTDAY

sianz..waiting for parents...

fed up..

Thursday, October 30, 2008, 4:44 AM

Could not update the pictures earlier cos I was sleeping over at my gran's. Yeah so I didn't bring the cable thingy.

Anyway, I'm gonna post the pics now i guess...

I absolutely adore my baby cousin, Ezann!!!She's super chio!!lol

Yups.And oh gosh tmr I have this BBQ thingy which I'm so not looking forward to.

It's for cip.

Okaye.Let's review. For tmr, I have piano lesson, Choir, need to take train then taxi to the chalet.Yeah.Sleeping there and going home the next day. But oh no!It's not gonna be fun fun fun all the way..Oho. There's stuff to do.Yupps.I know.

I rank No.1 as the Queen of Complaints.

The Little Miss Pessimistic.

Deborah aka THE PESSIMIST

okay whatever. you get the idea.

so i just go on and on complaining..yups.But when you catch me in a too good mood...that's not very good either cos im so high that i laugh like crazy and seem to be on drugs or something.

Seriously I'm mostly like that at my gran's house. I even laugh when i hear the jangle of keys which means my gramps is home. Mentally disturbing right??haha..okayss..pic

turees!!

haha...decided medium was too big.

yes. I know I look stupid here but Ezann's smile is to die for..^^

haha..yeah zilian??whatever i look stupid againn..idc

Wednesday, October 29, 2008, 6:35 AM

okay. The jab was fine. But the waiting time sucked!!!I was in total gonna be 2whole fraking hours late for the outing. So I didn't go in the end.
Sorry Beth!Sorry Kaijuan!
But anw, there was no artery-freeze...Haiz. It was more like Warmness On The Soul. Yeah.That whole thing wasted ALOT of time...Gosh!Than I headed to my gran's house(:I love going to my gran's house!Always nicee foodddd:Dhaha. Yeah I got to drink Bird's Nest!!!Yum!!

Anddd I'm happy!!!!Ahhh!!!Omgsh!!Yes!!!I'm gonna wait..wait for that miracle.(refer to my previous posts)The miracle will happen as long as I wait. :D

Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 8:17 PM

yes. I'm boredddd!!!I have nothing to do..(or maybe nothing that I wanna do?)and I just woke up. It's like??what??11.20 am??sheesh!I'm feeling like a pig again. Need to get books to studyyyyy!!!Must!!(:
Haiz. I'm also waiting for my mom to come back from work to take me to the doc's to get a jab((((: Going to china, you dunno what to expect..so yeah. And I'm not even sure why I'm hyped about it. What if it hurts like hell or something???
I JUST WANT ARTERY-FREEZE!!!lol
And I hope there isn't alot of ppl there todaye cos I'm meeting kaijuan and beth at e!hub at 2 later. Gossh!!So rush!!!Need to pray!!haha
Kay. I'll stop crapping. Maybe I will post again later..idk....haha..

i'm high nowwwww!!!omgsh!!!!yes!it has to do with T---y. A coincidence??possible. But I'm just so so sur-priseddddd!!!yaps!!(:(:

5:17 AM

there was choir today!!!Whoa time really flies with msho...(:i like my part for Morning Star. But when she mixed us up, i got a teensy weensy itty bitty LOST. hahaha. Yes and during warm-ups, she kept telling us to breathe..=.= telling us that we didn't breathe. So what is this thing that we have been doing since the day of birth then??Holding our breath??lol. Yeah.

And was superly quiet and lost at the cip meeting. I don't exactly look forward to it nnow. Regret??Slothfulness??Maybe. But yeah...I'm just lazy. Okay as im reviewing what I've typed so far, there is only one thing in my mind. What am I saying?! Seriously! I'm just crapping!!whatever...idc.

Yays!!getting my injection tmr!!Asked my mom o bring to get a jab as I'm going china with school and they recommended going for a jab. Yeah. I'm going there for cip. Anw I think it'll be pretty cool. Last time at p6, the feeling was niceeee...You could really feel the liquid thingy shooting in...and it was cold.. So you know what ppl say about brainfreeze right??So this is like....artery freeze???haha idkidk..(:

I might be going out with Kaijuan and Beth toooo(((((((:

Thankeuu my beloved esther for caring((:In happy times, YOUWERETHERE. In sad times, YOUWERETHERE. In difficult times, YOUWERETHERE. In funny times, YOUWERETHERE. You were there for me whenever I needed..Though best friends still have quarrels, it has only made us stronger.Immokay!!
LYLAS!!! muacks!!

Thank you seanyy too..and the asking for your help one is a different matter. (:

Sunday, October 26, 2008, 7:55 AM

I'm absolutely lazy to blog anymore..alot of things has been bothering me lately...things which are some what disturbing and a little on the psychotic side. Anyway today was a rather useful sermon. Paid attention yeah..(:

Went to pastamania with church frens...the food was yum. And the price was totally affordable.

But my mind is not concentrating on whatever happens during the day mostly. I'm subconciously worrying about what is to come. But I cannot stop what is about to happen. What will happen will happen. Sometimes, miracles do not happen because they are not supposed to happen. There is a time for everything. A time to play and a time to work. A time to meet and a time to have a farewell. A time to kill and a time to heal. A time for war and a time for peace.

The hurt that a person can feel is indecsribable. Especially for people like me who may seem pretty sunny but are very fragile inside. But I'm not the Great Pretender. I cannot seem to mask the hurt that i feel subconciously..when im "happy", im just distracted from my worries. I've learnt. Because when im alone and quiet, IT is the main thing i think about.

I need to wake up and let the scales fall from my eyes so i'll come out of my blind state. To be more mature and to take evrything in my stride. To spare a thought for others and to place myself in their shoes so as to be happy for them...

please larh!!!!Please!!Please don't _ _ _ _ _ _!!

Labels: I need to learn to let go

Friday, October 24, 2008, 6:49 AM

Had choir todayyyy!!I love choir…it was okay..but I was a little distracted at some parts..and…..amanda was carrying a hand bag??!! Okay yeah I know..no biggie. But she once told me she doesn’t like hand carry bags and prefer slings. Whatever. I liked her bag. And I liked Jasmine’s bagg toooo..lol(why am I talking about bags?!)
Oh yeah. And school’s out. Im telling those super s-l-o-w peeps who haven’t figured that part out yet.
Actually…there’s nothing much to say. I just lazed around…lol…yeah and watched a few movies at home…*bites lip. Yeah so nada..

To Amanda: ahaha!!thanks for the super private note!!!!Yeah im still thinking about it…

Loves:D
deborah

Thursday, October 23, 2008, 4:44 AM

Mr Lim is leaving the school. Im still not sure if that’s a good thing or not…but im nt exactly sad either. So we’re gonna get this new principal….bleah
Got caught for hair by mrteo today..wasn’t really pissed larh..just ..youknow…sian. Rachel also got caught…But I dunt understand why…cos her bangs are alright and do not cover her face..whatever..i have a hunch that the fan blowing in the hall made oyr hair appear messier..mrteo gave us clips to pin up as well..he asked us to pin during national anthemn!!!!lol.of course we didn’t.we’re good citizens you know…hehh..then he asked Rach, Mandie and me out to pin up our hair…I was like laughing…I dunno why..(:Then he brought us to dm room to get the dm to “help” us..I was still like..”okay larh!!((:” And Msjus(dm) was really nice. She didn’t scold us at all and told us like how impt first impressions are and told us not to get into any trouble. She gave us more clips lol and was very nice..Usually I see her screaming her head off at someone..this is a nice side..hahas..
Watched the captain’s ball match [chers vs students]. After some time…got really hyped up. Really wanted the teachers to win(which they did). Anw mrstang was being so damn cute!!!I nvr imagined that she cld play sport…hahas..Shanice, Rach and I were screaming for her everytime she caught the ball. She played pretty well too and scored quite a no. of goals. Yayyyy mrstangggggg!!!!!i love you!!!hahas
Class farewell was okay larh. Pigged out.hehh..And a vid was played showing pics of this past year.. Oh gossh. All the photos that Shawn got of me and Rach are so totally sreweddd!~!!Seriously!!!He got the worst photos!!!urgh!!And msleong said really loudly”Why all in toilet one???” so paiseh…and the class were like making funny noises…haiz..
After sch went to 7-11 to eat. Gosh we sat on the floor and ate instant noodles.. yum!!And the funny line for today is contributed by KIMBERLEY KOW HWEI ERN!!!!

This is what she said…
“Ay! Deborah. I think exercise is not good for health lehh…”

And she meant it okaay….gosh right nth now…byeeeeeeee loves:D

red bean anyone???[eew!]

the mess we made during farewell

poor mrteo's hand got injured cos of soccer...aiyo..heart pain...(:

my big big name....yayyy me!!hehhs

the nicest box of Kleenex ever!!from my dad lol;D

Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 4:54 AM

school was kinda boring...gosh...kept on singing and re-singing for the p6s...okay there were five grps...and believe me....they look p4...the boys larh...hahas which reminds me of a few of my ex-classmates in NC....hahahaha okay they're all tall now...bleah whatever.
Was still feeling alright in school. But at home started to get headache, stomach pain and all...urgh!!!But it got better after mom ordered pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa((((((((((: yeah i could still eat!!!!lol..But it was after pizza that all the aches and pain started coming at me again. Yeah then I rested for awhile. then im doing this now...hehh i sound boring today...lol

I had many important questions answered today..i don't plan on telling anyone...although some close friends might be able to guess the subject. Well I hope im changing in that sense for the better....nevermind..i cannot let my emotions be ruled by what others do or how I perceive others. I must practice self-control over my emotions and feelings. There is a cold hard world out there and if I can't even fight this hurdle, how am I gonna survive????

Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 3:37 AM

today was super boring...i was sick so did not join the class for outing...grrrr...whatever. I can't even remember what I really did anw....just wastin the time away and singing Unfaithful over and over again. yeah and tried playing it on the piano....I got the chords and notes but it's quite unsteady..hehhs. yeah I dunno what to say so bye...............................
Tmr is the p6 open house and the choir has to sing for them. Yeah kinda looking forward to it as I'll miss the math and science trail..yays! I don't need any more of my brain cells dying from thinking too much...hahas...=.=We're gonna sing Colours of the Wind..I love that song!!!FYI it's from Pocahontas(((((:

Colours of the Wind
You think you own whatever land you land on.
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim;
but I know every rock and tree and creature
has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people
who are people,
are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger,
you'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Chorus
Have you ever heard the wolf cry
to the blue corn moon?
Or asked the grinning bobcat
why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices
of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind?(x2)

Come run the hidden pinetrails
of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches
all around you
And for once
never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river
are my brothers.
The heron and the otter
are my friends;
and we are all
connected to each other,
in a circle, in a hoop, that never ends

(chorus)

How high does the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down,
then you'll never know

And you'll never
hear the wolf cry to the
blue corn moon.
For whether we are
white or copper skinned

We need to sing with all the voices
of the mountain
We need to paint with all the colours of the wind

You can own the earth and still
all you own is earth until
you can paint with all the
colours of the wind

Monday, October 20, 2008, 7:02 AM

Today was sleepyyyyyy….the drug prevention talk was super boring please!!And the guy said that the pictures were scary but I didn’t think so..he even said like whatt..er…girls might get scared or something…I mean..please larh..don’t be so stereotypical!!! Whatever idc. But then he went to another hall to talk to the sec1s onlyee…yays..giving us time to crap. Yeah and told Rachie a lot of stuffs..The sec3 camp was way cooler. Like we got to see the PE chers absail!!!(is it even spelt this way??) yeah like rock climbing??you know you know?? Yeah they told us we would do a lot of that nxt year in sec3.
Well cool. I look forward to it..<3 But I totally hated the millipedes that kept crawling towards us…eew! Thanks a mil JiaQi for shooing them away. ((:
Early recesss!!!!!yah but like since the noodle stall wasn’t open, I already felt so tired of all the other food..Urgh…Oh well, I didn’t mind the career guidance talk. Like the lecturer was way better than the drug prevention guy. OMGossh!! I did not know it was so hard to even get to poly.. AND my school didn’t arrange for a JC talk..I want!!And tmr, for ‘school’s out’, instead of going East Coast, we’re going Kallang Leisure!!!!!!!wth!! At least when we go to east coast, then my clique can cycle together after that and lose weight and burn calories and fat or something but going to kallang leisure is like…what can we do there????????urgh whatever just waste time with my friends and crap…blehhs.
Choir was okay. I got moved to A1 though! AHhhh..I miss A2!! But I seem to be doing well on this new song so…I dunno.. im confused now. Hehhs.. anw,,,,,,,iLOVEchoir!!!!!Choir rocks!!! Muacks!:D

Sunday, October 19, 2008, 5:21 AM

okaay I'm really too lazy to upload any pictures..so im just gonna crap.On saturday it was really full day...phew!!I had choir early in the morning for more than three hours standing up kaay!! And then went to Ananas to eat with my beloved clique. Went to simei east point after that..totally loved the dogs at the pet shop and there was this muscle guy who brought his shih tzu tooo!!!!Boyboy was really nicee and didn't mind us touching himmmmmmmm...(: yeah then I started to get too high like when I get too high, everything seems funny no matter what happens...We went to the valueDollar shop and they were having a sale...I kept on asking my friends to buy everything...then I started laughing at everything.Like when we sat on the floor to eat....after we almost finished eating then this chubby security guard came to like shoo us off...then I was all smiley and laughing and told my friends that he was very cute in that toddler sense of way...wadeva..I just found everything funny....

okay today I loved the songs that we sang. And. and what??oh okay was so happy that Vannesa finally joined took time to join us for SG..and yeah..went to eat LongJohnSilvers at TM. then we went to Debbie's house. I like her houseeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!yeahy...Lydia used the com to hop blogg...and Rachael was watching this taiwan show with these two hott guys or something...haiz..they were okay larh. We went to playground...Debbie walked in front to lead us but there were these three or four pri sch boys playing soccer and swinging on the swings...Then Debbie said super loudly"AHhhhhh!!!Go away!!!I wanna play!!" The rest of us were so stunned she said that...AND they heard. Then the ball kept flying in our direction and debbie was like saying'if the ball comes to me again and hits me im gonna get up and slapp them" and I was like whoa.....after that I went home and kepy on listening to Unfaithful. Okay I know it's an old song but I just am crazy over at the mo..Debbie just loves It's Not Over. okay idk whatt to say now so byeeeeeeeeeee loves :D

Friday, October 17, 2008, 2:09 AM

Ohh gosh!!Was too tired yesterday to post...haiz...anyway I went out with my clique and took pics!!!!ohh that rhymes???haha...yeah ALOT of stuff to upload..a lot of work needs to be done..anw I woke at normal going to school time...and my mom sent me to whitesands..so I went to Mac to study Chem..heyy I really studied kaay..yeah for about 2hours then I went to take the bus to meet my friends and the day begins!!!So the bus ride was very long can..was sleeping..and sean!!I saw the building that reminded you of F1!!yeah then met rochelle at around Roxy Square to go Parkway. There, we met qiuqin and jie.and ML, Ash , Kim and Rach joind us soon after..went to kopitiam to eat...drank soup shared with Kim and Ash..Ate liver...tasted super bloody can..eew..

Then the toilet photos took place..hehh..then the pet shopp...the lop-eared rabbit was eally cute so were my fave bred of hamsters...something like Robovroski with face or something..yeah and then we started walking to EastCoast..We rented all rented double bikes and set off!!!Wheee~it was so cool..okay i need to have a confession..I can't cycle two wheels..so I don't cycle often so it was really fun cycling with Rach..she's awesome(:Next stop was the jetty..I love it there!yeah took pics and I look bald in the pics cos the wind blew my hair back..The wind was really strong.And rach and I did stupid vids...((:We next stopped at a red building like around areaG as ML and Ash were missing.Yeah so bored that Rach and I took pics in the middle of the road..we checked that there were no cars..anw we cycled really long almost to the end..tiring kay

On the way back..Rach and I took supid pics at the graffiti place..soon it was time to return the bikes..ML and Ash were really late..and things were getting heated up. Anyway we went to BurgerKing after that and Rach and I ordered the same by coincidence!!!so cool!!Yeah the next part was one of the bests!!went to play in the water and sand..the sky was really dark and kinda looked like it was going to rain..but I will always treasure the photos that we got thr..Yeah and yes Rachel really carried me and yes I really carried Rach as well thou there was a little trouble as she's taller..but nvm..alot of pics cannot be posted because ofcontent..gosh sounds like we did something wrong..okay either it was spastic and retarded or showed too much of our flesh okay??

Anw, pics!!!!

yeah promoting food again

Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 3:07 AM

today was kinda cool...like there were the sec2 debates and Rach and I got to be timekeepers and had to sit on the stage with everyone...blehh...then there was this Lindy hop ensemble which came to our school..(((((: Cool!!!Totally!!!Like they were dancing jazzy stuff, charleston, whitey something something yeahh....anw the man was like flipping the woman all over himself like she was some kind of rag doll...whoa!!Difficult!XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDthen Einstein Kristensen came to our school and drew stuff...He's a totally AWEsome and creative man..(((:My fave was when he drew an elephant...so cuteeee cannnn??!!

yeah and greatt news!!!today there was this checking of marks and I got one more A!!For math!!Yay!!My weakest subject!!yeah and I didn't fail Higher Chinese..oral helped pull me up..thankGod!!But still pretty low larh...wadeva there's improvement so must celebratesmallachievements((:

took this with Rach ytd after soccer...(: loves..haha

yea this is what I did for artt exam...got a 64...blehhh combi

nation of a bicycle wheel and a pole...it's okay if you can't tell..lol

you know whatt this means right Rachel??yeah I cant forget(yet)

i have nothing to say now..